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Amy Paradysz

Amy Paradysz is a recovery ally and freelance writer/editor with 20+ years of experience. Contact: amyparadysz@gmail.com.

40 stories

Mr Drew

Andrew Desjardins blacked out after three drinks. His wife Susan left a letter on the bed. Reading it, he saw how much his drinking was hurting everyone he loved. That moment in 2007 changed everythin…

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Alaina Knox

Someone offered Alaina Knox drugs during her final weeks in prison. She almost took them. But an inner voice stopped her, and the next day she was randomly drug tested. That moment of choice set her o…

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Finding Strength in Sobriety

Monique Coombs woke in panic after a party in January 2019, asking herself why she kept doing this to herself. She hasn't had a drink since. Now, as director of programs for Maine Coast Fishermen's As…

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Finding Strength

Jenn Williams survived a stroke, but she's spent years helping others navigate something harder: rebuilding after brain injury while managing substance use disorder. She knows recovery isn't a finish…

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Jen Brown

Jen Brown looked in the mirror and saw the devil staring back. That moment, in a motel room, changed everything. Now four years into recovery, she mentors hundreds of women across the country, guiding…

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James Rickrode

James Rickrode once consumed a gallon of vodka daily and threatened his wife. That felony arrest sent him to jail, where something shifted. Seven years later, he runs Fresh Start Sober Living, managin…

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Bridgton’s Strong Recovery Network

A small Maine town gathers at a community rally to remember Dr. Peter Leighton, a physician in recovery who helped build something remarkable. Bridgton now has emergency doctors, counselors, peer coac…

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Personal Recovery Story: Matt Senecal

Matt Senecal built a successful construction company, owned multiple homes and a boat, yet measured his worth by possessions he was terrified to lose. When the market crashed in 2008, his identity sha…

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Compassion in Action: Bethany Johnson

Bethany Johnson hands a caller a folder of recovery resources, her voice steady with certainty: "We do recover and we are never alone." Eight years sober in the small Maine town where addiction once c…

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Dan Belyea

Dan Belyea divided his returnable bottles among different stores, gained seventy pounds, and drank alone every evening at home. He thought no one could see the problem. Now, after seventeen years sobe…

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Recovered, with April Tomah

April Tomah once struggled with heroin for ten years, surviving at least eight overdoses. Today, the forty-five-year-old mother of three chairs the Wabanaki Two Spirit Alliance and works in public hea…

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Generational Noor

When Amran Osman's brother died from an overdose, she realized her Somali community stayed silent about substance use disorder. Fear kept people from seeking help. Now the 24-year-old is breaking that…

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A Southern Maine Woman's Story

A Southern Maine woman woke one morning knowing she had to stop. Hiding vodka and pain pills while her daughter asked why mom seemed so far away, she finally called her doctor. Thirty years later, she…

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Marshall Mercer

Marshall Mercer grew up searching for identity in all the wrong places: crime, then drugs, then prison. At 33, heroin nearly killed him multiple times. But in a jail cell, a stranger's smile and a Bib…

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Accessing Recovery Supports

Bruce Noddin sat in a prison ministry meeting when he noticed the same faces returning to the system again and again. That observation sparked a statewide network connecting corrections staff, nonprof…

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Sober Living Comes Full Circle

Daryl needed someone to handle rent, utilities, furniture. Someone to manage the noise so he could focus on recovery. Years later, he and his fiancée Katahli opened two sober houses in Maine, giving o…

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Maulian Dana

Maulian Dana woke up on June 4, 2018, after a Sunday she couldn't be proud of. She'd been drinking wine, arguing about politics, feeling shame wash over her each Monday morning. That day, she texted h…

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Mission Driven

Eddie Greyfox Burgess parks his turquoise 1965 Ford Fairlane at festivals and car shows, spreading health pamphlets and conversation. A former social worker and counselor in recovery since 1994, he tr…

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Tech Support

Dr. Ted Logan didn't wait for a crisis to bring treatment online. Years before the pandemic, he moved his practice to video visits so rural Mainers could access care without driving hours or sacrifici…

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Braided Services

Rhonda Decontie watched her father weave traditional singing and prayer into 12 step meetings, teaching her how culture and recovery belong together. Now, as clerk of the Penobscot Nation Healing to W…

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Brotherly Love

Ten men sit in a circle on Middle Street in Portland, shoes off, voices steady as they speak about hurt and hope. For twenty-three years, Stephen Andrew's Courageous Men Circles have offered something…

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All together now

On a Saturday night in downtown Brewer, 125 people crowd into a converted furniture store for peer support meetings and dancing. The BARN, a recovery center, has become a lifeline for people seeking c…

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Transformed: Painter Eric Sorensen

Eric Sorensen pulls socks from his backpack to hand to people sleeping on Portland streets. Eleven years ago, he was one of them, pulling cardboard from dumpsters to survive. Today, he's a painter and…

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Making Connections

A woman held up a sock monkey she'd stitched and said, "This is the first thing I've made in my life." In recovery programs across Maine, creative activities like painting, pottery, and fabric work ar…

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Creative Expressions

Someone finds peace with hands in garden soil. Another unwinds rebuilding an engine. A third discovers calm while baking. Creative expression takes endless forms, and it's far more than art. It's how…

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Fit For Recovery

Keagan Delaney takes a walk through Portland's nature trails most mornings, but his real fitness goes deeper. Two years into recovery, he's learned that getting physically strong builds the endurance…

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