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William Bruce on the Path

William Bruce carries a tattoo with the number “40” at its center—four decades in recovery that began at 23 after a motorcycle crash, an opiate prescription, and an intervention. He reflects on the pe…

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Recovery in Plain Sight

Most people picture recovery as something that happens behind closed doors. But research on social recovery keeps finding the same pattern: connection is not a side benefit of recovery—it is part of h…

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Strength Training for the Soul

On the assault bike, Monique Coombs’s coach asked how she’d empty Sebago Lake—one bucket at a time. Almost seven years sober, she finds in strength training a mirror for recovery: progressive overload…

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Live Free and Thrive

Seven years ago, pregnant and facing a federal indictment, Brandy Rickaby thought she was in New Hampshire to die. Today she is the executive director of New Generation and a board member of Hope on H…

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Anchored in Connections

After 20 years living on a sailboat, Carole Fontaine learned that you can be surrounded by people and still feel the void. Through chronic illness, sober living, and breast cancer, her closest friends…

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Recovery Already At Work

“Recovery-friendly workplaces do not bring the problem into the workplace,” says Eliza Zarka of the National Recovery-Friendly Workplace Institute. “They’re bringing solutions for the problem that alr…

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Love Beyond Walls

Demetrius Davenport promised himself that if he survived federal prison, he would never return. Years later, he kept that promise by giving his life to God and discovering his voice through Christian…

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Full Circle of Light

Years ago, a woman spoke at the treatment center where the author sat as a new patient. She'd survived streets and addiction, rebuilt her life with deliberate steps, and held hands with a sober partne…

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The Body–Recovery Connection

A client sits with her counselor and names it plainly: another health crisis, another reason to give up. Chronic pain, untreated illness, a broken tooth. Each one whispers that recovery isn't worth th…

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Got a Craving?

Your brain is lying to you about what you need. A small dip in energy feels like crisis. Everyday stress feels overwhelming. This article explains why cravings feel so powerful, how your brain misread…

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Pathways to Recovery

Someone recovers in a hospital bed. Someone else sits in a church basement. A third person decides at their kitchen table that life has to change. Each of these moments looks different, but they all p…

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Surprising Truths About Addiction

Patrick Chester looked like he had everything: a wife, two kids, vacations to Hawaii. No one saw the secret eating him alive for nine years. His gambling addiction left no bruises, no visible wreckage…

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Beyond Dry January: Self-Observation

Sarah reaches for a glass of wine at five o'clock, same as every weekday. She doesn't think about it anymore; her hand just knows the routine. But when January arrives, she pauses. What happens when a…

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Rethinking Gatherings

A conference organizer noticed attendees clustering near the bar, making small talk. Others lingered at the edges, disconnected. By shifting focus from cocktails to structured networking and creative…

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Mr Drew

Andrew Desjardins blacked out after three drinks. His wife Susan left a letter on the bed. Reading it, he saw how much his drinking was hurting everyone he loved. That moment in 2007 changed everythin…

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Alaina Knox

Someone offered Alaina Knox drugs during her final weeks in prison. She almost took them. But an inner voice stopped her, and the next day she was randomly drug tested. That moment of choice set her o…

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Finding Strength in Sobriety

Monique Coombs woke in panic after a party in January 2019, asking herself why she kept doing this to herself. She hasn't had a drink since. Now, as director of programs for Maine Coast Fishermen's As…

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Hope as Medicine

Two hundred fifty-five people walked into rehab on the same day. They received identical treatment. One year later, only those who arrived believing recovery was possible showed real improvement. The…

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Learn To Love Your Wobble

Rebecca guides her yoga students into Half Moon pose, offering three difficulty levels. "Go where you could embarrass yourself, but without hurting yourself," she says. Then comes the real lesson: "Th…

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Feel Better with EFT Tapping

Your heart races before a presentation. Your stomach tightens when stress builds. EFT Tapping offers a way to calm both mind and body by gently tapping specific points on your face and hands while spe…

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Tom Filippini

Discover the inspiring journey behind Pepper Pong—a game of healing and connection. Dive into Tom Filippini’s story of recovery, community, and joy. Play, connect, and find hope with Pepper Pong.

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Breaking the Stigma

Mary read two different stories about herself. In one, she struggled alone. In the other, she was managing her condition with support. The difference changed how people saw her, her worth, and whether…

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Create a Money Plan in Recovery

Maya spread her bills across the kitchen table, overwhelmed by numbers she'd been avoiding for months. Building financial stability in recovery means facing what you owe and creating a realistic plan.…

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EFT Tapping: Right Here, Right Now!

Connor kept apologizing for his thoughts, convinced he wasn't good enough. When a stranger offered to teach him EFT Tapping, a technique using finger taps on body points to release emotional pain, he…

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Finding Strength

Jenn Williams survived a stroke, but she's spent years helping others navigate something harder: rebuilding after brain injury while managing substance use disorder. She knows recovery isn't a finish…

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Learn to Cope

A parent sits in a circle of other parents, hearing their stories for the first time. Someone mentions Narcan. Someone else talks about their child's treatment. Learn to Cope connects families facing…

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The Role of Social Networks

Marcus sits across from his sponsor, sharing something he couldn't tell anyone during his using years. This conversation wouldn't happen without the relationships he's rebuilt. The article explores ho…

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Understanding Recovery Residences

Twenty people sit around a dinner table in a house on an ordinary street, sharing a meal and their stories. This is a recovery residence, where peers in recovery live together, support each other, and…

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Jen Brown

Jen Brown looked in the mirror and saw the devil staring back. That moment, in a motel room, changed everything. Now four years into recovery, she mentors hundreds of women across the country, guiding…

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James Rickrode

James Rickrode once consumed a gallon of vodka daily and threatened his wife. That felony arrest sent him to jail, where something shifted. Seven years later, he runs Fresh Start Sober Living, managin…

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Bridgton’s Strong Recovery Network

A small Maine town gathers at a community rally to remember Dr. Peter Leighton, a physician in recovery who helped build something remarkable. Bridgton now has emergency doctors, counselors, peer coac…

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1000 Lives Campaign for Maine

A Maine emergency doctor worried that offering buprenorphine treatment in his ER would overwhelm the system. Instead, patients started talking honestly about their struggles, and he found a way to hel…

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Sorting Through Brain Clutter

You finish your day exhausted, having started ten things and completed none. Your mind won't quiet at bedtime because unfinished tasks keep circling. This article explores how to sort through mental c…

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Understanding Recovery Capital

Someone loses their job and feels their recovery slipping away. Another builds strength through therapy and steady friendships. Recovery capital measures the total resources, relationships, and commun…

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Finding Purpose Through Work

A teacher stays late after dismissal, helping a struggling student finally understand fractions. That moment of connection, of being needed, of mattering to someone else, is what transforms work from…

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Unlocking Your Body’s Natural Calm

When stress tightens your chest and your thoughts race, your body already knows how to find calm. Dr. Steven Porges discovered a special nerve that runs through your face, neck, and chest, waiting to…

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Find Job Success with EFT Tapping

Your hands shake before the interview. Your mind loops through doubts about whether you're qualified enough. EFT Tapping offers a different way forward. By gently tapping specific points on your body…

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The Healing Power of Community

Marcus sat in the church basement, listening to others share their stories, and for the first time in years felt like he belonged somewhere. That moment of recognition, of being truly heard, became th…

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Why Not Ask for Help?

A person struggling with substance use disorder sits alone, thinking about asking for help. But shame whispers that they should handle it. Fear of judgment whispers louder. Understanding these barrier…

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The Power of Community in Recovery

Maria sits in a circle of folding chairs, listening to someone describe a struggle she faced last week. She recognizes herself in the story. Later, she shares her own. This is what community recovery…

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Danielle Rideout

Danielle Rideout was 12 when she first tried alcohol on a Maine island where everyone knew her name. But community wasn't enough to fill the void she felt. Drugs and alcohol seemed to do what nothing…

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How EFT Builds Stronger Communities

Karen stands before a room of healthcare workers and teaches them where to tap. Within minutes, shoulders drop. Breathing slows. People discover they can calm their nervous systems anywhere, anytime.…

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Cameron Obremski

Cameron Obremski's cat Belle runs and hides whenever he raises his voice. Years into recovery, he realizes he's chasing away the love he's finally learning to accept. This musician's journey reveals h…

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Exploring Treatment Options

A person calls a treatment center unsure whether they need detox, a residential program, or weekly outpatient sessions. They don't know where to start. This article breaks down Maine's treatment optio…

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Building Community with Food

A grandmother stirs her mother's soup recipe in her kitchen, then teaches her own child the same motions. Food carries memory across generations, but it also builds something immediate: connection. Th…

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LifeRing Secular Recovery

Byron Kerr checked in at his LifeRing meeting, sharing how his week went and what temptations he'd navigated. Around the table, others listened and offered their own stories, no lectures or doctrine r…

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Radiant in Recovery – Danielle Ward

In prison, Danielle Ward enrolled in college courses and became a recovery coach. She couldn't imagine leaving her kids for treatment years before, but now, with five years of sobriety, she's earning…

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Inhale Goodness, Exhale Wellness

When your shoulders tense and breath catches during a stressful moment, your body is sending a signal. You can answer back. This piece explores how intentional breathing practices, drawn from yoga tra…

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Healing Inside Out

Someone in early recovery discovers their body needs attention too: years of neglect have left them with untreated health problems and no idea where to start. Physical wellness turns out to matter dee…

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Personal Recovery Story: Matt Senecal

Matt Senecal built a successful construction company, owned multiple homes and a boat, yet measured his worth by possessions he was terrified to lose. When the market crashed in 2008, his identity sha…

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EFT Tapping

Karen taps her fingertips on specific points along her client's shoulders while they voice the feelings weighing them down. Within weeks, decades of self-imposed burden lift. EFT tapping works by stim…

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Unlocking the Power of Empathy

A friend shares something difficult, and you pause to really hear them, not to respond. In that moment, you're building something that matters. This piece explores how empathy creates stronger connect…

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Compassion in Action: Bethany Johnson

Bethany Johnson hands a caller a folder of recovery resources, her voice steady with certainty: "We do recover and we are never alone." Eight years sober in the small Maine town where addiction once c…

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Are We Listening?

A man stands in a service center, phone in hand, anger sharp in his voice. He's upset about a story that made others laugh. But when someone leans in and listens instead of defending, something shifts…

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Surfing My Feelings

A person adrift in depression learns to distinguish between the body's signals and the mind's stories about them. Instead of fighting overwhelming emotions, they discover how to read their physical se…

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Ryan Paige

Ryan Paige woke up in a hospital recovery wing after two overdoses in one week. That September morning in 2019, he made a choice that would reshape his life and eventually help thousands of others. Hi…

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Reframing Relationships

A friend struggling with opioid use found steady ground not through romance, but through peers who showed up to cook meals, wipe tears, pick up her son from daycare. This piece explores why those frie…

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Your Brain and Addiction

Scientists can now show what addiction looks like inside the brain: less active decision-making centers, dopamine systems flooded beyond normal. Understanding these physical changes matters because it…

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Nature’s Healing Touch in Recovery

Peter and Bethany lead groups into forests where people in recovery plant seeds, walk among trees, and sit in silence together. They've built an entire recovery program around a simple belief: healing…

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Rooted in Maine

In rural Maine, Abbie Rohde built something that reaches beyond preventing return to use. Her Opioid Health Home teams people with lived experience alongside counselors, psychiatrists, and peer coache…

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Maine EMS SUD Response Program

On a Tuesday morning in September, Maine EMS responded to their 276th suspected opioid overdose. The paramedics arrived, treated the patient, offered resources. Then they went home carrying the weight…

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Josh Colwell

Josh Colwell sat in a crowded meeting, front row seat, listening to a stranger describe his own spiral with uncanny accuracy. The substances matched. The feelings matched. But this man looked like he…

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Workplaces at the Forefront

Three panelists gathered to discuss how businesses can reshape workplace culture around recovery. One statistic stopped them: three out of four people with substance use disorder hold jobs. Yet most s…

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The Role of a Peer Recovery Coach

Audra hears it often: "I just don't know how to stay sober." Her answer comes from lived experience. As a peer recovery coach, she walks alongside people exploring recovery, building trust from day on…

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Recovery’s True Persona

Karen St. Clair pauses when asked what recovery means to her. She thinks of the masks falling away, the relationships built on trust instead of fear, the moments she thought impossible becoming real.…

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Are You Willing to Go to Any Lengths?

Etta Mae Lopez, five feet tall and determined, walked up to a police officer outside Sacramento Jail and slapped him. She had a plan: jail time meant she could finally quit smoking. Her unconventional…

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Compassionate AA Sponsor

Michael watched someone walk into an AA meeting for the first time, desperate and lost. Years later, that same person had rebuilt their family and career. As a sponsor guiding others through the 12 St…

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Considering an Employer?

You're sitting across from a hiring manager, resume in hand. But here's what many people overlook: this interview cuts both ways. Before you say yes to any job, especially in the trades, you need to k…

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Compassionate Conversations

Your employee arrives late again, irritable, thinner than before. You've noticed the pattern but dreaded the conversation. Yet three in four people with substance use disorder work. When employers spe…

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Employment: A Cornerstone of Recovery

Marcus walked into his new job on Monday morning, clocking in for the first time in five years. By lunch, he realized something had shifted: he belonged somewhere again. Employment does more than pay…

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Fibers in the Threads of Community

In a small Maine town, a person in recovery discovers that the same community that remembers every mistake can also become a lifeline. This piece explores how chosen communities, built on shared value…

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Recreating Myself

Niki introduces herself with a name that isn't the one she was born with. That simple introduction marks something harder: shedding the person trauma and active addiction created. In recovery, she dis…

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Power of Recovery Coaching

Someone in recovery walks into a room and meets a coach who's been where they are. That person knows the weight of it, the hope of it, the daily work of it. Recovery coaching, once rare in Maine, now…

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Friendship House

When a police officer recognized a resident at a community meeting, he stood to thank the man whose overdose he'd reversed with Narcan years before. That moment captures Friendship House's mission: a…

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Inspire Recovery Center — Ellsworth

A man walked into Inspire Recovery Center wanting only a warm place to watch television. Weeks later, he cried during a job interview, describing the space as magical. He'd gone from active substance…

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Discovery Recovery with Choices

Karen St. Clair woke one morning and noticed how her mood at dawn differed from dusk. She realized she made thousands of choices daily, each one shaping her emotional landscape. Through discovering EF…

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4 Types of Recovery Communities

Someone scrolling late at night, searching for voices that understand, discovers a recovery account with thousands of followers sharing their stories. That moment of connection reveals something resea…

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The Writing of Recovery Allies

Alison Jones Webb trained young people in recovery to share their stories in church basements and school halls. When community members asked "What can we do to help?" she realized the answer: people n…

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NAMIWalks Maine

On October 7, hundreds will gather in Augusta to walk together through Capitol Park. They're not just exercising. They're showing up for neighbors struggling with mental illness, reducing shame around…

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Sober Social Society

A beer spilled down her back at a Disney matinee. A wine glass at a six-year-old's birthday party. When this writer stopped drinking almost four years ago, she realized alcohol wasn't just part of her…

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James Dillon III

James Dillon stands soaked at Portland's Pride Festival, hosting a mocktail bar for the recovery community center while rain streams down the park. Drenched and grinning, he realizes something: both h…

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Crystale Vega’s Journey

Crystale Vega was released from jail in March 2020 with five months of sobriety and little else. Three years later, she holds an associate's degree, a car, an apartment, and a leadership role helping…

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She Recovers

MaryBeth Murphy was immobilized in a cast when her life shifted. That pause forced a reckoning that led her into recovery from alcohol and codependency. Years later, searching for deeper connection, s…

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Peer Recovery Coaches

A person in recovery sits across from someone who has walked the same painful path. The peer coach doesn't have a clinical degree, but they have something more: their own story of struggle and surviva…

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Cheers to a New Sober Social Scene

Abby Ehmann watched customers at her New York City sober bar weep with gratitude over their first mocktail in years. Across the country, from football stadiums to concert venues, people in recovery an…

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Alcoholics Anonymous (Issue 16)

C. walked into her first AA meeting in 1989 with her sister, both seeking a way out. Thirty-five years later, she describes a life transformed by sobriety and connection. Alcoholics Anonymous has anch…

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Savida Health: Recovery Health Model

Joe Graffius spent years chasing money and drugs across Alaska before prison stopped him cold. Now he works as a peer recovery coach in Maine, modeling the kind of life he fought to build. SaVida Heal…

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A Walk in the Woods

Greg steps into the Maine forest with no destination in mind, letting the dense trees and green fields quiet the weight he carries from his work in suicide prevention. What started in childhood as esc…

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On Smoking and Education

A person climbing the ranks in the military notices something: the higher they go, the fewer cigarettes around them. Education shifts choices. This piece explores how learning opens doors beyond nicot…

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Tucker’s House in Bridgton

Kirsten Wears grew up watching someone she loved struggle with substance use disorder. Years later, laid off during the pandemic, she channeled that experience into founding Tucker's House, a women's…

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The Addiction Cycle Explained

You learned to ride a bike once, and your body remembered forever. That same automatic system in your brain can trap you in patterns with substances, making each use feel more urgent than the last. Un…

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Career Centers and Grant Program

Rene Smith watches workshop participants practice answering interview questions with HR professionals from local businesses. These mock interviews are part of something bigger: Maine's CareerCenters n…

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Coastal Recovery Community Center

In 2016, neighbors gathered to talk about something no one wanted to ignore: substance use disorder was affecting their community. Three people from that conversation became recovery coaches. Today, t…

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The Ahab Inside Me

A playwright learns his brother died from opiate addiction and reaches for what he knows: theater. Instead of seeking revenge against the disease, he stages plays that bring people with lived experien…

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Dan Belyea

Dan Belyea divided his returnable bottles among different stores, gained seventy pounds, and drank alone every evening at home. He thought no one could see the problem. Now, after seventeen years sobe…

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Stories Restoring Hope: Jim Mello

Jim Mello's Sunday sermons reach three Methodist churches, his poetry fills handwritten notebooks by the thousands, and his voice once hosted a college radio show. But it's his work as a substance use…

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It’s All About Freedom

Joanna Free spent years getting through each day, her attention hijacked and creativity numbed by tobacco. She realized the real problem wasn't nicotine dependence but disconnection from herself and o…

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Safe Harbor

Four organizations in Machias decided to build something together: a recovery home where women could stay, with or without their children. Katie Sell manages Safe Harbor, making sure residents get tra…

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Building Better, Building Together

Matthew Jones was skateboarding when he tore his second ACL. This time, he reached for the painkillers. Years later, after his family had left and his business had crumbled, a phone call from an old s…

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Recovery Discovery within Rejection

A toddler's cry goes unheard. A child learns their feelings don't matter. Years later, that person overworks, people-pleases, stays in situations that harm them. This article explores how early reject…

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What Makes SaVida Health Different?

Brian Garrity missed an appointment and spiraled into shame, convinced he'd lost his chance at recovery. Then messages arrived from his entire care team, checking in. At SaVida Health Maine, this isn'…

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Recovered, with April Tomah

April Tomah once struggled with heroin for ten years, surviving at least eight overdoses. Today, the forty-five-year-old mother of three chairs the Wabanaki Two Spirit Alliance and works in public hea…

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Gordon Smith

Gordon Smith wasn't trained in medicine or law enforcement. He was a lawyer guiding the Maine Medical Association for three decades when Gov. Janet Mills asked him to lead the state's opioid response.…

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From ‘Failure’ to Success

Your friend turns the car around halfway up the mountain, panic in his chest, and posts about it anyway. This piece explores why admitting defeat might be the bravest choice in recovery, and how shari…

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Journey Toward Recovery Discovery

After sixteen years of chronic sciatic pain, one EFT tapping session released the trapped emotions causing it. The author hasn't felt that pain since. Now she's sharing what changed her life with othe…

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A Son, Softened Ed Crockett’s Story

Ed Crockett was two years old when his father left, a man the newspapers called Portland's worst drunk. Thirty years later, they would find each other again. This is a story about how a son learned th…

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Lakes Region Recovery Center

Aaron Smart puts down whatever he's doing the moment someone walks through the door needing support. At Lakes Region Recovery Center's new Bridgton location, that responsiveness defines the work. Cert…

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New Hope Alliance

Katahli and Daryl Blums married while building their recovery residence business together. They run two Maine certified homes where residents progress through phases, writing goodbye letters to their…

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A Community Film and Conversation

A seventeen-year-old filmmaker named Tyler Muise watched an audience cry at his fifteen-minute film about a high school boy spiraling through substance use. What moved them most wasn't judgment or sha…

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Thriving During the Holidays

A person navigates a family dinner in December, watching others raise glasses while holiday music plays. The season brings joy for many, but for those in recovery from substance use disorder, the holi…

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Generational Noor

When Amran Osman's brother died from an overdose, she realized her Somali community stayed silent about substance use disorder. Fear kept people from seeking help. Now the 24-year-old is breaking that…

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Recovery Discovery for NoMoPhobia

Maria reaches for her phone before her eyes open. When the battery dies during her commute, her chest tightens. She's not alone. Millions experience NoMoPhobia, an anxiety triggered by smartphone sepa…

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One Gratitude at a Time

Your alarm goes off. First thought: "Too early. I hurt." But what if you paused there? Your heart beat all night without asking. Your lungs kept working. You can see, hear, feel. This piece explores h…

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Dave Smith

A young person in recovery asked Dave Smith if he ever thought about getting high again. Dave looked at his life: a twenty-year marriage, twelve grandchildren, a good job, a home. He realized the thou…

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The Maine Mom Program

A woman arrives at her first appointment terrified, ashamed, wondering how she got here. Dr. Alane O'Connor sees many tears at MaineMOM's initial visits. But this program in Maine doesn't judge. It me…

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Changing Our Lives

At six months sober, the author sat in a treatment facility not because she'd returned to use, but because she didn't know how to live without substances ruling her days. She was working in mental hea…

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Recovering at El Rancho de la Vida

Jamie Lebish lived in a refrigerator box in Seattle before finding recovery. Now, twenty-four years sober, he runs El Rancho de la Vida, a Maine residence where people in early recovery find safety, d…

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Carly and Brinn Flagg

Carly Flagg woke in an ICU bed after her father found her overdosed in the family bathroom. That moment split her life in two: before, when she stole from everyone she loved to fund her heroin use, an…

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A Family Affair: Gatehouse Treatment

Brian Kiloski answers the phone at GateHouse Treatment, placing people into recovery programs. Years ago, he was the one needing placement. Now he helps families understand that addiction touches ever…

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Larry Labonte Recovery Center

When Lonnie Labonte lost friends to overdose and suicide, he knew exactly what to do with his inherited business space. Working with his mother Kathie, a person in recovery herself, they built the Lar…

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Recovery Discovery with EFT Tapping

Sarah sits in a practitioner's office, fingertips tapping steady points on her face and collarbone. Within minutes, the knot in her chest loosens. EFT Tapping, a technique combining mind-body connecti…

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Fresh Start Sober Living

Scott Pardy watched the same men cycle through the county jail year after year. Years into his own recovery, he saw the pattern clearly: no stable housing meant a return to use, then arrest, then jail…

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Sensational Radar

After years of numbing pain through survival mode, someone realized their body held vital signals they'd learned to ignore. By tuning into physical sensations tied to emotions, they discovered how to…

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Maine Voices of Recovery Issue #23

Rochelle Grant Kenney watches her grandson Sander call out "Mimi" across the living room in Hope, Maine. That voice reminds her daily of everything she regained when she got sober in 2009. Now she wor…

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Smober or Sober or $omething Else?

A therapist's client walked into her office for the first time at 78, ready to transform. This story opens a conversation about what recovery really means today. It's not one thing. For some it's free…

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Brad Sorte

Brad Sorte kicks a soccer ball with his daughter, lunches with business partners, seems to have it all. But years ago, he was a boy without words for his pain, reaching for alcohol as his only tool. T…

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Recovery Community Center Corner

Three women in recovery in Millinocket decided to stop waiting for help and started their own. Four years later, Pir2Peer Recovery Community Center is outgrowing its space. Now moving to Medway, the c…

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Maine Voices of Recovery Issue #22

Becky watched the softball game from a parking lot, drunk, needing her husband and mother to help her to the car. That moment broke through eight years of hiding. She admitted she needed help, message…

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Well-Being at Your Fingertips

A person who spent three decades battling panic attacks tried medication, meditation, everything in between. Then they discovered EFT Tapping, a technique using gentle pressure on acupressure points.…

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Christine Maider

Christine stood outside an AdCare facility in Worcester, watching people connect and smile. She wondered why she couldn't have that. Five years ago, she decided she could. Today, she's regained custod…

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Freddy Petrone

Freddy Petrone swung at a golf ball and watched it vanish. At the driving range, he knew something had changed. Four years later, blindness would force him to face what he'd been drinking to escape. B…

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Anthony Brown

Anthony Brown sat on a park bench where he once slept rough, asking God for proof of existence. Years sober, he felt overwhelming peace wash over him in that moment. Today, that man who spent 23 years…

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Recovery Allies

Someone asks you what you can do to help. Maybe you know a person in recovery searching for housing, or you want your neighborhood to embrace recovery-friendly communities. "Safe housing is the founda…

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Kindred Spirits Camp

Every August, adults return to a Massachusetts camp to do something they thought they'd lost: play. Kindred Spirits Camp, founded in 1982, combines summer fun with recovery community. Through hiking,…

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A Southern Maine Woman's Story

A Southern Maine woman woke one morning knowing she had to stop. Hiding vodka and pain pills while her daughter asked why mom seemed so far away, she finally called her doctor. Thirty years later, she…

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Finding Purpose in Recovery

A parent works a full shift, then volunteers through the evening. An employee balances job and community service. Purpose isn't about saving the world in one dramatic act. In recovery, it lives in sma…

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Employers Play a Vital Role

Doug Dunbar sat in jail wondering who would help the young, poor, sick people around him find the resources they desperately needed. Now a recovery specialist himself, he knows the answer: employers w…

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The Phoenix

A woman drove past the gym five times before she found the courage to walk in. She had no fitness background, just a feeling she needed something. Today, she's a strong CrossFit athlete in recovery. T…

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Joanna Free: Buttkicker

Joanna was twelve when an adult handed her a lit cigarette and a mixed drink on a hot summer night. That moment set off a thirty-year battle with tobacco that would outlast her struggles with alcohol,…

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Ben Sawyer

Ben Sawyer was a Marine, then a nurse, then a man watching his life dissolve after a routine dental prescription for Percocet. Five years into addiction, an investigator's phone call became his turnin…

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A Common Co-Existence

Bertha Pappenheim spent years institutionalized after Freud declared her "cured." What actually healed her wasn't therapy but purpose: working in soup kitchens, running an orphanage, fighting sex traf…

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Book Review: The 12 and 12

Someone walks into an AA meeting feeling lost, then finds themselves in a room where a stranger's story mirrors their own. The book "Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions" explains why these meetings wor…

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Russ's Story

On the morning of January 28, 2017, Russ woke up drunk without meaning to drink at all. He walked into an AA meeting the next day and stayed. Seven years later, Russ has rebuilt his relationships, his…

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Recovery Capital

Brittany moved into a recovery residence with nothing but chaos behind her. Five years later, she owns a house, works at the Maine Association of Recovery Residences, and parents an eight-month-old so…

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That’s All I Had to Do?

A woman in recovery calls a friend in tears, furious at someone for no reason she can name. Her friend asks one question: Have you eaten? Twenty minutes after a meal, the anger vanishes. This piece ex…

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Seabreeze Property Services

When someone notices a perfectly manicured lawn in Maine, they might be looking at work done by a person in recovery. Seabreeze Property Services, the state's largest landscaping company, has built so…

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Sarah Langevin

Sarah closes the bathroom door in her Auburn home, not to hide, but to breathe. Four children play beyond it. Inside, she thanks the frustration and anger visiting her body, then lets them go. This sm…

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Belonging & Purpose

Jordan answered the phone at the recovery community center's front desk, greeting someone calling for the first time. Later, as a volunteer recovery coach, he'd sit across from people sharing their da…

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Narcotics Anonymous: Q&A

Nicole walked into her first Narcotics Anonymous meeting and heard something that changed everything: "The lie that people can't recover is dead." Three members from Maine,Nicole, Brendan, and Jamie,a…

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Narcotics Anonymous (NA)

Someone sits in a folding chair in a rented room, listening to people they've never met talk about their lives before recovery. No judgment. No fees. No one cares what they used or how long. Narcotics…

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Book Review: Living Sober

Lisa T. picked up a seventy-page booklet at one of her first recovery meetings, unsure what she'd find. Everything in her life needed to change, but she had no idea where to start. This book gave her…

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The Handshake That Changed the World

In a doctor's kitchen in 1939, two men shook hands. One said, "Hello, my name is Bill, and I am an alcoholic." That moment sparked something neither could have predicted: a force that would spread acr…

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The Pillars of Recovery

Ron Springel knows exactly what makes a recovery residence work: it's the place where someone actually got well. This simple wisdom points to something larger. Four pillars support recovery for everyo…

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6 Ways to Fortify Yourself

When stress piles up, your body needs more recovery time, not less. This article explores six practices that fortify you during turbulent periods: rest, recovery, refuge, relationships, resilience bui…

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Christopher Poulos

Christopher Poulos sat in a jail cell, listening to his court-appointed attorney suggest he simply stay locked up. That moment of abandonment became a turning point. Today, he's a lawyer fighting the…

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Hiring People in Recovery

Dana Lariviere got a phone call two years after firing Sarah, an employee who struggled with attendance. She was calling to apologize, explain her heroin addiction and recovery, and ask for her job ba…

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Be A Positive Influencer

A teen takes the keys from a friend at a party. Another says no to a drink and means it. These moments matter more than you might think. This piece explores how young people become positive influencer…

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Joe K.'s Story

Joe K. walked into his first AA meeting nervous, unsure if anyone could understand his journey. Years later, he burned the notebook containing his most painful confessions, watching the flames release…

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Intentional Peer Supports

Someone shares their story with a peer support specialist in a way they've never shared before. That moment of genuine connection, where trust builds without judgment or commands, is where healing beg…

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Healthy Communities A Team Effort

Jess was pregnant, in her early 30s, and seeking a second chance at recovery. When federal rules blocked her from residential treatment, her counselor fought to make an exception. Now, walking out of…

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Marshall Mercer

Marshall Mercer grew up searching for identity in all the wrong places: crime, then drugs, then prison. At 33, heroin nearly killed him multiple times. But in a jail cell, a stranger's smile and a Bib…

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What Are Puff Bars?

Your colleague mentions Puff Bars casually, and you realize you're hearing about a vaping product designed to slip past the regulations that caught up with JUUL. These disposable devices pack nicotine…

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Music for Recovery

Carol stood in the pantry, headphones on, recording her voice for the first time. Thirty minutes later, she emerged and whispered, "I actually don't sound bad." Over six weeks, a guitar and a song bec…

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Al-Anon Family Groups

Someone you love drinks too much, and you've spent months trying to control it, fix it, convince them to stop. You're exhausted and ashamed. Al-Anon Family Groups offers a different path: meetings whe…

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Senior Sober

At sixty-one, Brian Cuban remembers sitting in a recovery room at forty-six, listening to people twenty and thirty years sober and thinking he'd wasted his life. He'd spent years replaying the past, c…

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Brave the Unknown With Spirit

Standing before the mirror, she promises herself, "I can do this." After reinventing herself through multiple chapters, some shadowed by struggle, she's learned that breath grounds her. Now she shares…

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Willa Wirth – A Force of Nature

Willa Wirth crafts silver pendants shaped like cresting waves and earrings that shimmer like moonlight. Her jewelry is instantly recognizable as masterwork. It's also the work of a woman in recovery w…

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The McAuley Residence

Nicole walks through the doors of the McAuley Residence as a single mother searching for a way forward. At this Portland transitional housing program, she discovers something she thought impossible: a…

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Understanding the Teen Brain

A parent asks their teenager "What were you thinking?" after a risky choice, and the answer is both simple and scientific: their brain isn't finished developing yet. This piece explains why adolescent…

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Making Deposits

For decades, a woman searched for what would make her feel enough: the right partner, the right body, the right achievement. Each desperate attempt to fill an inner emptiness only deepened it. Recover…

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Beth's Story

Beth's niece asked the same question three times at Christmas dinner. Each time, Beth had no memory of answering. That repetition became her turning point. For decades, she'd cycled through Alcoholics…

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Alcoholics Anonymous

Someone sits in a metal folding chair, listening to a stranger describe the exact moment they thought they'd never drink again, then did. They recognize themselves in that story. What follows is how A…

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Recovery Friendly Workplaces

Keith Hornberger needed one chance to turn his life around. As a business owner in recovery, he understood that hiring others facing the same struggle meant offering something invaluable: purpose and…

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Recovery Works for ME

A peer support specialist at a recovery center watched employers turn away qualified candidates because of past convictions and employment gaps. That observation sparked a workshop teaching business o…

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Yoga In Recovery

Jodi's mind raced at 6,200 thoughts per minute during early recovery. On a yoga mat, guided to focus on her breath, that hamster wheel finally slowed. Yoga offers people in recovery something deeper t…

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What is Prevention?

A second-grader learns why medication belongs in a locked cabinet. A fourth-grader understands how drugs affect the brain. Prevention education starts early and builds year by year. This column explor…

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The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron

One March morning in 2016, when life had become unbearable, she reached for a book gathering dust on her nightstand: The Artist's Way. Three pages of handwritten thoughts, no rules, no judgment. That…

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Tania Margate

Tania sat alone in an empty house after a drug raid, using by herself, when something shifted. The desperation she felt looking around that cold shell was the moment she realized how far her addiction…

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When in Doubt, Choose Challenge

The water was 38 degrees, and everything in her wanted to stay warm and dry. That's exactly why she jumped in. This piece explores how intentionally choosing difficult moments, whether it's an icy oce…

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Coming to Faith

She kicked the drywall in anger during rehab and her feet broke through in the shape of a heart. Years of using drugs to silence shame had nearly killed her. Now, in a converted bar that became a chur…

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Bringing Love Into the Room

After a decade in public health meetings, Zoe Brokos realized something crucial: community itself is the healing tool. Not strategies or statistics, but people showing up together, accepting each othe…

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We Have Superpowers!

Erica Buswell sits with six community members around a table, planning how to help their friend find work and fix a broken car. What started as a simple idea, that people in recovery have gifts to off…

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Accessing Recovery Supports

Bruce Noddin sat in a prison ministry meeting when he noticed the same faces returning to the system again and again. That observation sparked a statewide network connecting corrections staff, nonprof…

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The Search for Serenity

A TV character yells "serenity now" at his blood pressure, hoping words alone will melt away his anger. It doesn't work. But a prayer written nearly a century ago offers something deeper: not a magic…

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The Power of Consistency

Someone in recovery sits down to meditate for five minutes. Just five. They do it again tomorrow, and the day after. A year later, they've meditated over 1,800 times. This piece explores how small, re…

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Stephen Chabot

Stephen Chabot wakes at 4:34 AM to work out before his three young children stir, before the demands of leading Maine's largest elementary school begin. He's reclaimed mornings as his territory, he sa…

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Peer Recovery Coaching

Marcus sat across from his recovery coach, uncertain how to rebuild his life after treatment. His coach didn't tell him what to do. Instead, she asked questions that helped Marcus discover his own ans…

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A Life Second To None

When she first stopped drinking, she imagined a gray future: survival, not joy. She assumed life without alcohol meant a small, dull existence. Instead, recovery opened doors she never knew existed. T…

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There’s No Place Like Home

A woman realizes her years of searching outward for belonging missed something crucial: home lives inside her, in how she sees herself and her world. This piece explores how your deepest beliefs shape…

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This is my Bill W. plant.

Tania took home a plant from the closing women's halfway house where she'd rebuilt her life. She didn't know it was a Bill W. plant, named for recovery's founder, until later. Seven years on, "Billy"…

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People in Recovery and Plants

Manfred hands over a ten-inch plant, full and thriving, grown from a tiny cutting he found in his sink. He talked to it regularly, encouraged its growth. This is what the Bill W. plant represents: how…

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Sober Living Comes Full Circle

Daryl needed someone to handle rent, utilities, furniture. Someone to manage the noise so he could focus on recovery. Years later, he and his fiancée Katahli opened two sober houses in Maine, giving o…

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Calling All Inner Healers

Nancy Risley nearly died from hepatitis at thirteen. That brush with mortality set her on a different path: learning everything about healing her body and mind. Decades later, her Spa Tech Institute t…

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Probation Officers

Alicia Smith sits across from a person on probation and asks about their hobbies, their family, what matters to them. She's a probation officer, which most people assume means enforcing rules. But Smi…

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Maulian Dana

Maulian Dana woke up on June 4, 2018, after a Sunday she couldn't be proud of. She'd been drinking wine, arguing about politics, feeling shame wash over her each Monday morning. That day, she texted h…

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Recovery Residences

Josh Leonard wore out his welcome at home before finding Portland Sober Living. Two years as a resident transformed his life so completely that he stayed on as house manager. Recovery residences, from…

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Aromatherapy

Susan Giarolo's back throbbed after surgery. Pain pills had nearly cost her everything. Then, in a yoga studio bathroom, she spotted an essential oil blend and wondered: could scent become medicine? T…

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Amy Alexander

Amy found a sand dollar on a beach outside a hotel where she was staying with her boyfriend and understood it as a sign to leave. That moment, asking for help and calling the police, marked the beginn…

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Conversations

Sarah sits across from her mother, bracing for the same argument they've had a hundred times. But this time, she pauses and asks something different. Journey explores how curiosity can transform famil…

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Kevin O’Grady

Kevin O'Grady spent fifty years drinking nearly every day, trying everything from twelve-step programs to ninety-day treatment centers. Nothing stuck until he discovered the Weiss Method, an energy-ba…

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Medication Assistance

Sarah Siegel stood at a crossroads, feeling death hover over her shoulder as heroin gripped her life. Then a doctor offered another path: methadone. She chose it, and that choice became her choice to…

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How Service Leads to Self-Esteem

Three months sober, the author sat in a group and cried. She realized she hated herself. Years of hiding behind alcohol, ambition, and designer things had masked a deeper truth: she felt unworthy. Rec…

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Letting Go Of Holding On

During the pandemic, someone in recovery confronts a familiar challenge: grief. They've already learned to release what addiction took from them. Now they face new losses,jobs, routines, the life befo…

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Meaningful Conversations

Sarah sits across from a friend in recovery, phone face-down on the table. Before responding, she listens, really listens, to what's being shared. This article explores how active listening builds dee…

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Five tips for being a recovery ally

Ron Springel sits across from someone newly in recovery and asks an open question: What is your recovery journey like? That conversation, that listening, is where allyship begins. This guide offers fi…

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Mission Driven

Eddie Greyfox Burgess parks his turquoise 1965 Ford Fairlane at festivals and car shows, spreading health pamphlets and conversation. A former social worker and counselor in recovery since 1994, he tr…

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Making Service an Everyday Practice

Sharon Roberts, a receptionist at United Way of Greater Portland, noticed a visitor's energy on a Friday afternoon and said so. That small act of recognition stayed with them. What if service isn't ab…

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Mike Ouellette

Mike Ouellette arrived at York County Shelter Programs with one bag containing everything he owned. Grief, loss, and years of drinking had left him homeless and hopeless. What happened next shows how…

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Tech Support

Dr. Ted Logan didn't wait for a crisis to bring treatment online. Years before the pandemic, he moved his practice to video visits so rural Mainers could access care without driving hours or sacrifici…

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Braided Services

Rhonda Decontie watched her father weave traditional singing and prayer into 12 step meetings, teaching her how culture and recovery belong together. Now, as clerk of the Penobscot Nation Healing to W…

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Recovery Allies – Photographers

Joanne Arnold stands at dawn with men gathering around a fire circle at MaineWorks, camera in hand. She photographs people in early recovery, capturing moments of dignity and determination. Later, her…

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The Ripple Effect

Heatherly Wing stood before nearly a hundred women in prison, holding pages she'd written but never read. She was nervous about sharing Glenn Simpson's puzzle idea, a project where each person writes…

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Service to Self

When the ground beneath you shifts, when everything feels unstable, your survival depends not on what surrounds you but on the strength within. This piece explores why tending to yourself first isn't…

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Family Matters

Kaitlin MacKenzie asked her parents for one thing in early recovery: connection instead of judgment. Her father, a police chief, learned to lead with love. Her mother, a teacher, created space for hon…

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The Center for Grieving Children

Bill Hemmens walked through a door looking for help for his grieving niece and found it missing. That absence became a mission. Thirty-three years later, the Center for Grieving Children serves thousa…

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Brant Dadaleares

Brant Dadaleares sits across from job candidates without asking about their past with alcohol and drugs. Instead, he tells them straight: "Don't try to pull the wool over my eyes because I've done it…

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Yoga Instructors

Elise Boyson came to yoga and felt something unexpected: she was coming home to herself. Now, as Executive Director of Sea Change Yoga in Portland, she brings trauma-informed classes to people in jail…

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Brotherly Love

Ten men sit in a circle on Middle Street in Portland, shoes off, voices steady as they speak about hurt and hope. For twenty-three years, Stephen Andrew's Courageous Men Circles have offered something…

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Sara Kraus

Sara Kraus walks out of her bank shift and pauses before speaking. She's nervous sharing her story, but she will, hoping it reaches someone trapped in the darkness she escaped. Her path to recovery wa…

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Boots2Roots

Col. Dave Hickey returned home to Maine after military service and quickly noticed veterans struggling to find their footing in civilian life. That observation led to Boots2Roots, an organization prep…

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Give the gift of truly seeing others

Amy Wood pauses after a meeting to email someone back, not with quick praise, but with specific details about what she noticed and why it mattered. This gift of truly seeing others,acknowledging what…

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MaineWorks works

On a dark Portland morning, Margo Walsh stands by a fire pit asking her workers if they have a place to sleep tonight. MaineWorks isn't just a construction company. It's a community built on the belie…

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The Clergy

Rev. Allen Ewing Merrill stands before his congregation and speaks plainly: every person has sacred worth, no exceptions. At HopeGateWay in Portland, faith communities are moving beyond hosting meetin…

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Recovery Allies (Issue 8)

At a brewery in Kennebunk, Police Chief Bob MacKenzie describes something radical: officers treating people in recovery with dignity. He's not alone. Across Maine, law enforcement are becoming recover…

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Louis Grassi

Louis grew up in a loving Maine home, surrounded by family and Sunday dinners. Anxiety found him anyway, then opioids. Five years dependent on heroin and pills felt inescapable. Today, five years sobe…

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Sarah Siegel

Sarah Siegel helps her three children out the door on a school morning, then heads to her job as a recovery coach. Twelve years ago, she was homeless, moving between treatment programs and survival. H…

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Lisa Silverman

Lisa Silverman sits in a coffee shop, radiant and grounded, a far cry from 1989 when she drank to blackout and felt trapped. After treatment and holistic training in meditation, nutrition, and breathw…

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All together now

On a Saturday night in downtown Brewer, 125 people crowd into a converted furniture store for peer support meetings and dancing. The BARN, a recovery center, has become a lifeline for people seeking c…

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Transformed: Painter Eric Sorensen

Eric Sorensen pulls socks from his backpack to hand to people sleeping on Portland streets. Eleven years ago, he was one of them, pulling cardboard from dumpsters to survive. Today, he's a painter and…

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Making Connections

A woman held up a sock monkey she'd stitched and said, "This is the first thing I've made in my life." In recovery programs across Maine, creative activities like painting, pottery, and fabric work ar…

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Creative Expressions

Someone finds peace with hands in garden soil. Another unwinds rebuilding an engine. A third discovers calm while baking. Creative expression takes endless forms, and it's far more than art. It's how…

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Hope

Drunk on a bathroom floor, pleading for help that seemed impossible to find, a person reached a breaking point. That moment of despair became something unexpected: the first spark of hope. This piece…

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The Family Restored

In 2011, families sitting in Portland church basements shared the same heartbreak: they had money for rent, for food, but not for treatment. From those conversations grew The Family Restored, an organ…

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The Holy Donut

When Jen Horton walked into The Holy Donut for her job interview, she heard laughter and singing from behind the counter. The CEO smiled and said, "That's our culture. I love knowing people are happy…

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Wellness – EFT

Karen St. Clair spent sixteen years chasing relief from debilitating pain through doctors and chiropractors. Then she discovered tapping. By tracing her physical suffering to trapped emotions through…

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Sam Marr

Sam Marr wakes up alive and present, grateful for unplanned perfect days spent with family and others in recovery. He's learned that joy arrives when you stop running from life. This is his story of f…

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The Wellbreity Movement

Don Coyhis spent a decade in recovery, then felt called to do more. In 1988, he founded White Bison to address alcoholism in Native American youth. That vision grew into the Wellbriety Movement, which…

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Kayla Kalel

Kayla wakes early, drinks coffee, practices yoga, then heads to the beach with her nine-month-old daughter Trinity. A perfect day, she says, includes one essential thing: staying abstinent. In recover…

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Elaine Lilley

Elaine walked past her dog waiting on the couch, ears perked for her usual greeting. That night, she couldn't offer it. By morning, she knew something had to change. Four years later, she explores how…

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Melissa Rivera

Melissa Rivera quit drinking at thirty-seven, convinced a little cocaine wouldn't matter. She was wrong. Within months, she was consuming eighth-ounce quantities several times weekly, down to one hund…

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Amanda Lapointe

Amanda Lapointe thought vulnerability was weakness. In recovery, she learned it was the opposite. Now a sober single mom reunited with her daughter and family, she speaks at jails and treatment center…

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Recovery Allies: Business Owners

A yoga teacher in Portland opens her studio doors free to people in recovery. A credit union helps someone rebuild their credit score. A gym owner reserves one night weekly for members seeking wellnes…

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Quieting the Mind

Sarah Siegel sat alone in her room over fifteen hundred miles from her son, needle in arm, and understood she would die. She got on her knees and asked for help. What followed was meditation, a practi…

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Fit For Recovery

Keagan Delaney takes a walk through Portland's nature trails most mornings, but his real fitness goes deeper. Two years into recovery, he's learned that getting physically strong builds the endurance…

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Jennie Joan Ferrare

Jennie Joan Ferrare saw herself in a vision, watched her own hand lift the glass, and knew what would follow: blackouts, waking in strange places, assault. That moment of clarity changed everything. N…

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Imagine

Snow covers the Maine landscape outside your window. Your roommate made coffee. You're behind on rent, but that first paycheck arrives Monday. A friend visits later. This is what early recovery looks…

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Heather Huntley

Heather's granddaughter loves her nanny. Her sixteen-year-old has her back. She gave her kids their first real Christmas in years. These moments arrived because Heather stopped making bad choices and…

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