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This is what hope looks like.

Real people, living full lives in recovery.

One has 40 years in recovery. One runs New Generation. One leads workforce development for Maine’s community colleges.

Each story shares what brought them to recovery, what changed, and what life looks like now. Some share by name, some privately. Every path is here.

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Recovery is bigger than any one path

For decades, recovery meant twelve-step, and twelve-step meant anonymity at the level of press, radio, and film. That tradition still matters to the people who hold it.

But recovery today is wider than one room. People recover through medication, therapy, faith, harm reduction, community, and pathways that didn’t exist a generation ago. Many of them want their names on their stories.

Journey honors both. Some storytellers share publicly, by name. Others share privately, with a first name, an alias, or none at all. Both are recovery. Both are real. The choice belongs to the person telling the story.

Live Free and Thrive

Brandy Rickaby is the executive director of New Generation, a shelter for pregnant women and mothers with young children. She also sits on the board of Hope on Haven Hill, where she once lived.

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William Bruce on the Path

William Bruce carries a tattoo with the number “40” at its center: four decades in recovery that began at 23 after a motorcycle crash, an opiate prescription, and an intervention. He reflects on the p…

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Love Beyond Walls

Demetrius Davenport is a Christian hip-hop artist known as DD-11 and the author of Love Beyond Walls. His first song, "OMG," shares the faith and healing he found after prison.

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Full Circle of Light

Leslie Johansen Nack is an award-winning author, married 35 years to David. They recently shared their sobriety stories at a treatment center, as a sober couple once did for her almost 40 years ago.

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Mr Drew

Andrew Desjardins, known to Maine kids as Mr. Drew, has been sober since 2007. Today he and his crew care for 400 rescued animals and teach visitors of all ages about the natural world.

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Alaina Knox

Alaina Knox, 36, is five years sober and Director of Recovery Services at Sweetser. She lives in Portland with her husband, Dylan, and works alongside others who have lived experience.

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Finding Strength in Sobriety

Monique Coombs has been sober since January 2019. As director of programs for Maine Coast Fishermen's Association, she brings counseling and wellness support to commercial fishermen.

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Tom Filippini

Discover the inspiring journey behind Pepper Pong—a game of healing and connection. Dive into Tom Filippini’s story of recovery, community, and joy. Play, connect, and find hope with Pepper Pong.

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Jen Brown

Jen Brown is four years sober and has mentored hundreds of women in recovery, from Portland, Maine, to Tampa, Florida. She spends summers in Maine, where her three kids live.

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James Rickrode

James Rickrode, a father of five, is seven years into recovery. He is vice president of Fresh Start Sober Living of Maine, which operates 17 recovery residences in the Bangor area.

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Danielle Rideout

Danielle Rideout is a counselor in private practice who works with individuals and families facing substance use disorder. She also teaches a recovery-friendly class at a Yarmouth gym.

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Cameron Obremski

Cameron Obremski's cat Belle runs and hides whenever he raises his voice. Years into recovery, he realizes he's chasing away the love he's finally learning to accept. This musician's journey reveals h…

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Compassion in Action: Bethany Johnson

Bethany Johnson hands a caller a folder of recovery resources, her voice steady with certainty: "We do recover and we are never alone." Eight years sober in the small Maine town where addiction once c…

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Ryan Paige

Ryan Paige and his wife, Cynthia, founded AccessDirect Recovery Network, a nonprofit that links people to detox and recovery programs. He speaks up for timely access to treatment for all.

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Josh Colwell

Josh Colwell is a husband, father, and Certified Recovery Support Worker at a treatment center in New Hampshire. Sober since October 2018, he works to make recovery easier to reach.

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James Dillon III

James Dillon stands soaked at Portland's Pride Festival, hosting a mocktail bar for the recovery community center while rain streams down the park. Drenched and grinning, he realizes something: both h…

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Crystale Vega’s Journey

Crystale Vega has three years of sobriety. She works in peer support for local groups, holds a leadership role at Sophia's House, and serves on the board of Just Love Worldwide.

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Dan Belyea

Dan Belyea is chief workforce development officer for the Maine Community College System. Sober 17 years, he speaks openly about his recovery and pushes for jobs for people in recovery.

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Stories Restoring Hope: Jim Mello

Jim Mello's Sunday sermons reach three Methodist churches, his poetry fills handwritten notebooks by the thousands, and his voice once hosted a college radio show. But it's his work as a substance use…

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Recovered, with April Tomah

April Tomah of Milford is a Passamaquoddy mother of three who calls herself recovered. She chairs the Wabanaki Two Spirit Alliance and works for Wabanaki Public Health and Wellness.

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Dave Smith

A young person in recovery asked Dave Smith if he ever thought about getting high again. Dave looked at his life: a twenty-year marriage, twelve grandchildren, a good job, a home. He realized the thou…

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Carly and Brinn Flagg

Sisters Carly and Brinn Flagg both live in Maine now. They powerlift together and lean on a strong community. Carly's sobriety date is October 4, 2014, and the family has learned to talk things out.

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Maine Voices of Recovery Issue #23

Rochelle Grant Kenney watches her grandson Sander call out "Mimi" across the living room in Hope, Maine. That voice reminds her daily of everything she regained when she got sober in 2009. Now she wor…

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Brad Sorte

Brad Sorte kicks a soccer ball with his daughter, lunches with business partners, seems to have it all. But years ago, he was a boy without words for his pain, reaching for alcohol as his only tool. T…

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Christine Maider

Christine Maider is a mother of four and a community activist with five years in recovery. She regained custody of her children and now helps other parents work for change in the system.

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Freddy Petrone

Freddy Petrone founded I Got Bridged, a nonprofit that serves people in need on the Seacoast. Helping others is the center of his life today. He found his recovery path after losing his sight.

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Anthony Brown

Anthony Brown is a registered nurse and licensed psychiatric technician. He has written two books about his recovery.

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A Southern Maine Woman's Story

A Southern Maine woman has three decades in recovery. Her closest friends are women in her program, and she has had the same sponsor for 17 years. Her grown daughters know they can count on her.

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Joanna Free: Buttkicker

Joanna Free has worked in mental health and addiction recovery for many years. She has been free of tobacco since September 13, 1990, and she proudly calls herself a buttkicker.

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Disbelief to Belief

In a hospital gown, certain she had mono, a woman learned instead she was pregnant. Disbelief had ruled her life for years, keeping her trapped in addiction and denial. When facts finally overwhelmed…

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Ben Sawyer

Ben Sawyer is a certified recovery advisor, a career he loves. The former Marine and nurse is remarried and still goes to 12-step meetings. He tells newcomers that hope is here.

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Russ's Story

Russ has not had a drink since January 2017. He has mended his relationships with his ex-wife and daughters, built a successful business, and is healthy again.

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Sarah Langevin

Sarah closes the bathroom door in her Auburn home, not to hide, but to breathe. Four children play beyond it. Inside, she thanks the frustration and anger visiting her body, then lets them go. This sm…

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Christopher Poulos

Christopher Poulos is an attorney and the executive director of the Washington Statewide Reentry Council. He works on prison reform and reentry, and he is part of a mountain rescue team.

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Joe K.'s Story

Joe K. starts and ends each day with AA's third step. He has a home group where he feels accepted and real friends who care. He says caring for others has given him a new life.

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Marshall Mercer

Marshall Mercer is in his third year of college and has worked at the Maine Recovery Advocacy Project. He calls himself a student in recovery and helps others find their own path to recovery.

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Senior Sober

At sixty-one, Brian Cuban remembers sitting in a recovery room at forty-six, listening to people twenty and thirty years sober and thinking he'd wasted his life. He'd spent years replaying the past, c…

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Willa Wirth – A Force of Nature

Willa Wirth crafts silver pendants shaped like cresting waves and earrings that shimmer like moonlight. Her jewelry is instantly recognizable as masterwork. It's also the work of a woman in recovery w…

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Beth's Story

Beth quit drinking on Christmas Day 2018. With her sponsor, she worked the 12 steps and made amends. Today, a practice of acceptance helps her find peace.

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Veronica Ingrao

Veronica Ingrao finished college and grad school and now works as a therapist, a job she loves. Her education and her recovery grew side by side.

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Tania Margate

Tania lives in Harpswell, Maine, and has been back in her nursing career for over a year. Her friendships and family ties are thriving. The last time she used was May 26, 2013.

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Melody Rose Paul

Melody Rose Paul is a published author who works full-time and leads a weekly Wellbriety meeting. She surrounds herself with friends who feel like family and keep her accountable.

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Stephen Chabot

Stephen Chabot wakes at 4:34 AM to work out before his three young children stir, before the demands of leading Maine's largest elementary school begin. He's reclaimed mornings as his territory, he sa…

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Doug Dunbar’s journey

Doug Dunbar helps people in early recovery find services through his role at Eastern Maine Development Corporation. He says mental health care and the recovery community have been his way to heal.

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Ashley Reny

Ashley Reny sits in her office fielding calls from people desperate for a shot at recovery. Ten years ago, she was one of them, overdosing and waking in withdrawal at a recovery house in Portland. Now…

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Maulian Dana

Maulian Dana is the Penobscot Nation's first Tribal Ambassador. She stopped drinking on June 4, 2018, and calls it the best thing she has ever done for herself.

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Amy Alexander

Amy found a sand dollar on a beach outside a hotel where she was staying with her boyfriend and understood it as a sign to leave. That moment, asking for help and calling the police, marked the beginn…

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Kevin O’Grady

Kevin O'Grady celebrated one year alcohol free at 66. He says he is feeling and sleeping better, he is back in touch with old friends, and he dreams of a fishing trip to Alaska.

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Eleanor Trask

Eleanor Trask is a Certified Recovery Coach, a mother and a student earning A's. Her daughter gave her a four-year medallion, and she loves who she is today.

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Mike Ouellette

Mike Ouellette is the Food Pantry Coordinator at York County Shelter Programs, the place he once came to for help. He loves his job and gets to pay forward the hope he was given.

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Brant Dadaleares

Brant Dadaleares sits across from job candidates without asking about their past with alcohol and drugs. Instead, he tells them straight: "Don't try to pull the wool over my eyes because I've done it…

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Sara Kraus

Sara Kraus walks out of her bank shift and pauses before speaking. She's nervous sharing her story, but she will, hoping it reaches someone trapped in the darkness she escaped. Her path to recovery wa…

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Louis Grassi

Louis Grassi, 32, loves his work as a peer recovery coach. He has not looked back in five years, and he fills his days with work, writing, music, family and friends.

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Sarah Siegel

Sarah Siegel helps her three children out the door on a school morning, then heads to her job as a recovery coach. Twelve years ago, she was homeless, moving between treatment programs and survival. H…

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Niki Curtis

Niki Curtis loves to make people laugh and give them hope. In recovery she took up running and painting, and on hard days she turns to helping someone else.

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Lisa Silverman

Lisa Silverman sits in a coffee shop, radiant and grounded, a far cry from 1989 when she drank to blackout and felt trapped. After treatment and holistic training in meditation, nutrition, and breathw…

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Transformed: Painter Eric Sorensen

Eric Sorensen pulls socks from his backpack to hand to people sleeping on Portland streets. Eleven years ago, he was one of them, pulling cardboard from dumpsters to survive. Today, he's a painter and…

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Sam Marr

Sam Marr wakes up alive and present, grateful for unplanned perfect days spent with family and others in recovery. He's learned that joy arrives when you stop running from life. This is his story of f…

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Kayla Kalel

Kayla wakes early, drinks coffee, practices yoga, then heads to the beach with her nine-month-old daughter Trinity. A perfect day, she says, includes one essential thing: staying abstinent. In recover…

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Elaine Lilley

Elaine Lilley has gone more than four years without alcohol. She says her spiritual practice, including Shamanism, helps her stay on her path of sobriety each day.

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Melissa Rivera

Melissa Rivera, 41, is a full-time health coach and the first resident health coach at World Gym. At a women's meeting this past winter, she felt for the first time that she fit in.

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Amanda Lapointe

Amanda Lapointe thought vulnerability was weakness. In recovery, she learned it was the opposite. Now a sober single mom reunited with her daughter and family, she speaks at jails and treatment center…

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Jennie Joan Ferrare

Jennie Joan Ferrare, 29, runs Arcana, a healing studio in Portland's Old Port, and its yoga school. She is coming up on five years sober and is a new mom to baby Leo.

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Imagine

Snow covers the Maine landscape outside your window. Your roommate made coffee. You're behind on rent, but that first paycheck arrives Monday. A friend visits later. This is what early recovery looks…

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Heather Huntley

Heather's granddaughter loves her nanny. Her sixteen-year-old has her back. She gave her kids their first real Christmas in years. These moments arrived because Heather stopped making bad choices and…

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